Thanks, Jennifer. I've GOT to find something else. There's no way I'll ever be happy here. I left my old job on good terms and would be welcome back (assuming they're in a position to hire). But that would put me back to about 3hours of commuting time (which, right now, sounds a-ok!) But I will try to find a new one first. Pronto!

I get left flapping in the breeze over and over and over. Something I can't do (as in literally), no one around, no answer on walkies or phone, ring, ring, no one will pick up. Customers glaring. **** this. And that's to say nothing of this nasty nylon shirt. TMI: It is impossible to stop sweating!! And man, I hate sweating. It is so gross! (And I have a mighty anti-perspirant, but it has clearly met its match(!)

I have a handle on virtually nothing. Completely overwhelmed. *Everybody's* got commentary -- what they don't like about this one or that one, getting bossed around by this lady who's not even my boss and I understand virtually nothing of what she says (very, very heavy accent and very limited English vocabulary). But somehow she manages to convey that I shouldn't be doing what I've been taught to do(!)

I have to look at a lot of tiny numbers, and I literally cannot make them out way too often. I know I need new glasses, but that's not going to happen anytime soon.

Sorry, starting to ramble...
I hate it so much....