Hi Laura. Sometimes it can be of some comfort to know you're not alone and it could be worse. I can relate to much of what you say, believe me. I'm now in my early 40s and women still avoid me like the plague. Unfortunately, I know I'll die a virgin. It's not like I have a choice. I still don't know how I made it this far as it is. From reading your post though, I think your attitude may be the biggest factor in not being able to find someone. Having said that, it doesn't mean I don't understand why you feel as you do. ..... Gary