After reading others idk if i want to check in, many well thoughts... i hope things work out for everyone.
One step at time, and we all can do what we can, as we go a long.

me, Im okish.... just been trying to figure out what's going on with me physically ((and not harp on things i cant control)). I have felt better but not 100%.

I could write a lot but will try not to.
I just need to take one step at a time- see what the endoscopy and ultrasound say.
Guess i should had went to the ER but-- IDK, a lot there - I explained why I did not and some agreed that i may have just been sent home and told to continue seeing general doc.
I had a moment with my urine that i joked around that I wondered if I was rotting from the inside out
sorry, i can have strange sense of humor at times, I am trying my best and right now I don't see how anger or being upset is going to help... I am sure I will have a wave soon, but will try best to brace thy self to lessen the impact of damage.