Dear ex T, I miss you. I wish you would email me and check in, of course you won’t, but you sent me an email over Christmas and I replied and you never replied back.

I wish sometimes we would accidentally bump into each other in the street. I miss your hugs.

My life is going through a huge change and the change will be life long and I just miss the consistency of speaking to someone who knew all my issues. You saw me pass out in your session, saw me at my most vulnerable, understood my upbringing and supported me through the good things to. I just really miss you and miss therapy. I know you are retired and I’ve seen your life change as you’ve aged and your loses. I just miss speaking to someone authentically.