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redCanine3669
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Mar 02, 2019 at 05:31 PM
Possible trigger:
at about 4:30, I released without external resources.
beforehand, I was trying to publicly communicate with a woman on Instagram; but I couldn't. Her profile was set such that I'd have to send a Follow request. Being censored from publicly communicating with a lady is not a good feeling. Even yesterday I was in a public chatroom where men where cursing me and making inappropriate references to my race and color.
It seems that I'm the target of discrimination, when trying to publicly communicate online. This discrimination was the reason why I didn't want to publcly communicate with women initially. The discrimination creates a negative social experience, much like when I was privatly communicating with women.
I need to be careful when publicly communicating with women, especially when avoiding communities that discriminate against me.
I should limit the amount of time that I publicly communicate with women: I will publicly communicate with women online at most twice a week. The public communciation is a great tool against my possible privately communicating and sexting them.
masturbating without external resources has become a great way to be more conscious of my sexual and social health. it's like a period of meditation. I should definitely continue to masturbate without external resources at least 4 days a week.
It's been 10 days that I haven't privately communicated with or sexted any woman! yay!
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