I'm feeling depressed too. I'm not sure why... just incredibly hopeless about *everything* and stuck feeling.

Nothing seems good. Really struggling to figure out what I can do to change my life. Hating my job, worried that I've been doing the neurofeedback for a month and it's not helping, and very isolated.

And... OMG - made a big mistake driving today (luckily, no accident). Accidentally turned onto an entrance for a paid expressway (and I don't have the gadget to pay), and the exit (i.e. to make a u-turn and get off immediately) was closed. I managed to get off... but am worried because I have no clue where the cameras are located (that get your license plate if you don't have the transponder)... I think I'm going to have to call in a few weeks and check if there are any violations for my license plate, since there have been stories of people not getting the notices in the mail. (If you don't pay when you get the notice, it goes to court and they add a ton of fines.)

The really really stupid thing was... the only reason I was in that part of town (far from where I live, I don't know the area well) - was to drop off donations at a charity thrift store!!! I was trying to do something good.