I'm at Panera Bread because my roommate is cooking for her boyfriend for his birthday and I wanted to give her space for this occasion.

I'm doing a little bit better. I think ever since I saw that professor at a bar that it switched on my psychosis from the stress it caused me. I believe that was in September, and I'm only now coming out of it, at least I hope im coming out of it. I'm just shocked that my meds, even though I upped everything, didn't prevent it. I'm glad that I turned to family and got a psychologist, two good grounding sources for me. It also didnt' help me that I was so manic that I couldn't sleep until I started to take Seroquel. I think im going to start taking just 80mgs again for heart health and to ease my pockets. My old psychiatrist said it was inevitable that i's slip back in, this was much minor that the first and I think my flat affect helped numb it so it was a bit more tolerable.