So I have some doubts about my therapist diagnosis as you all know. It dawned on me today though that I really just dont want this diagnosis. Can I even technically be diagnosed OSDD if I havent been tested since 2003? Anyway, since she said I had it I have had alot of emotions come up that are hard for me to deal with. I feel like a freak, I feel depressed, I feel like I am losing it, I feel sad for my child parts (if they are there), I am dissociating in therapy when talking about child parts. I am just having a hard time with all of this.