so many thanks to everyone...

i agree with Balish too. at first the idea of showing was terrifying,, but once i did, oh my god i felt so free. so far now a few people have noticed, including a teacher. i think they dont say anything because theyre scared to upset me...

[ A NOTE:: any student thinking of showing...be prepared that they might call your house to let your parents know.. this hasnt happened to me yet..im waiting for it though. theyve already called my friend's house ]

now..people see me in the playground and i know theyre thinking (thats that emo kid..) .. wtf im not emo. im just confused. but its this sense of freedom that covers that up-i dont care what they say or think.

this is me. my scars are a part of me, my history. i cant go back and change it, but i can change what i do with them.

i still havent gotten to showing my shoulders....theyre much much worse.

one day though....


[ youre all so brave ...great people..... ]