I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years, just before Xmas last year we moved in together and I found out he’s heavily into My Little Pony Porn (little cartoon horses) then subsequently found out he’s heavily into Furry porn. When we first got together I told him porn in general is a little weird to me, I don’t understand it because I don’t like it, but if he did it only occasionally I could accept that.
When I first found out he liked the show I told him I knew porn of it existed, that I couldn’t be with someone like that and calmly and rationally asked him if he was like that, he vehemently denied this and said it was disgusting. I asked questions here and there in the relationship which he always denied. I used his phone, with his permission while navigating in the car and found all the Pony porn so he couldn’t deny it any longer, he watched hours and hours of this regularly (he doesn’t look at any human in human porn at all). His porn watching is what I believe caused his mild impotency. We had a huge argument, I now regret my actions but at the time I locked myself in the room and told him he was disgusting and needed therapy. He talked to his mum and sister about it and they both told him he was normal, my friends all told me he was not. We worked through a lot of things and I decided to stay with him and he promised he wouldn’t look at that stuff anymore. Then 2 weeks ago I found him masturbating to “Furry” porn while I was making him dinner right after we had sex. I spent a few days at my friends place and I believe he has finally cut it out. He can finally get an erection easily, which is basically how I tell. However I can’t get the thought of his fetishes out of my head, it makes me feel physically sick to think about, how do I move on from this? Otherwise he’s absolutely the guy for me.