Thank you for your replies. I would love to exercise, but an injury is preventing me from that. I need surgery, but cannot afford the time off from work. My company gives a 50% pay cut off the bat, and my kids father is no help in terms of out financial well being. I have discussed this with him and he response is "oh well". My family could help, but refuses as long as he is living with me. My oldest us giving me a super hard time. I mean how can we live in s**t when I work all the time? I am doing what I feel I need to do to survive and keep everything afloat. There is no winning. I try to eat well, but it is extremely hard when most of the time, I don't even get a break. So if I am lucky, I get to eat at 2 pm... I leave my house at 515 in the morning. Maybe I get to scarf down some leftover pizza. My weekends are for catching up on laundry, cleaning...grocery shopping, etc....I am soooooo sad and depressed...It won't quit. Maybe life for everybody would be better if I was gone.