I’ve been married for 25 years. I’ve struggled with depression for the last 18 years(started after I had my first son). Fast fwd to now. I’m depressed. I go to work, come home and lay in the while my husband is watching sports and the kids are playing video games or on their phones. I’m so lonely. I have no one to talk to. I don’t have friends. I’ve always been a home body. I just feel like I’m going through the motions. I’m not really living. I just tried to tell my husband what is going on and all he had to say was go to the dr. I see s de every 3 mo and take meds every day. He said probably the winter blues and they will go away with spring. But what am I supposed to do now? He finally walked out and I was crying. Don’t know what to do.