I have severely, severely hurt my back this time. It keeps going into excruciating spasms. I sat in urgent care yesterday and got a shot of toradol and that helped minimally. This morning it sparked and my legs went numb and gave out on me. I went to the ER where of course they didn’t do ****, they gave me an X-ray and some Percocet and called it a day. And the Percocet isn’t even touching the pain. I’ve been stuck in bed al day. I can’t stand or walk for more than a couple of minutes.
I don’t know what I’m going to do. I might have to go out on disability from my job. I certainly can’t work like this. If it wouldn’t spasm I might be able to deal with it but the spasms are severe. I’ve never been in so much pain in my life.
I’m a little scared at the leg numbness. The Er doc didn’t seem concerned at all. Even though on the paper they gave me it says return immediately if you have tingling in your legs. ***.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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