I watched two separate people cry in dermatology today and did nothing but stand and observe. But I felt so sad for them. Is that how you feel with me? I cry now because I couldn't cry then.

Maybe I am just feeling sorry for myself, and I know i've got a lot to be grateful for but I'm tired and overwhelmed. I don't want to study. I don't want to do anything.

I'm stupidly overwhelmed and so very ashamed. I wish I could just disappear.