I'm so sorry, Dnester Please go to the hospital if you need to. Your safety must be the priority. When will your T come back? Is your Pdoc available? Perhaps you could try to talk to him/her and see how it goes from there. Please don't give up. I understand it's scary. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're not alone here. We're here for you if you need it. Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this