I’m sorry you feel so sad. I’m wondering if being an introvert is harder than ever these days. Our culture is now all about being constantly plugged in.... it’s all very superficial to me. The emphasis is on being super happy and successful. I see a lot of that anyway. It feels like a lot of pressure to me. People don’t seem to get together and just have tea and talk about their thoughts and worries and hopes and dreams... I hope you can find someone to sit down and talk with. I always find that goes a long way in getting me pointed back in a better direction.