I understand, Bipolarchic! I've definitely had many experiences like what you describe. A lot of it had to do with my bipolar disorder, but some of it was also me. I remember during irritable hypomanias, full blown manias, and also mixed states always feeling frustrated with everything and many people. I have been extremely assertive and sometimes even agressive in my life because of bipolar disorder, my life's challenges and frustrations. Perhaps even modeling from my family members played a part.

I could really tell some stories about this, but I could also tell a few about tolerating and running away from bullies, too.

As I've aged, become more balanced mood-wise, experienced many life lessons, and ultimately became more understanding and compassionate, my tolerance has increased. That doesn't mean I don't occasionally get pissed off at things. I don't like seeing injustice or people putting others in danger, but I understand they do it for reasons I don't fully understand. They may be unwell. They may be misguided.