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I get it and my faith nose dived after psychotic religiosity about 7 years ago but I find myself questioning it now. And, I’m afraid even to say something to my pdoc because since I’ve signed a release to my husband and mom, she can tell them what I’m thinking right? Or can she not? I just don’t want to make a big deal out of nothing. And I don’t think it’s a big deal.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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