Thanks for sharing your concerns. I have replied to lots of other members' posts over the past 3 years (not quite so many at present.) But I rarely post my own threads. And when I do they're typically not of a personal nature. I did post one of that sort recently. But that was the first in a long time.

I'm a pretty reclusive person in real life. So being here on PC is something of a social outlet for me too I guess. Anyway... I don't really have anything to offer in the way of advice. I simply wanted to let you know I read your post... & I wish you well. Please keep posting!