nowheretorun,

I know what you meant when you wrote, "sometimes i truly have felt that no one but God understands.... i have listened and spoken with God in silence.. at times, God was my only comforter.... " There are times I have no words left.

"And in the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groaning too deep for words; and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God." Romans 8: 26-27

Hope