I'm going out for the afternoon in a moment, but I wanted to add to my post above that you might consider whether you made it very clear to your therapist exactly how despondent you really were feeling. After all, she can only react to what you're putting across and a lot of the time we - and I include myself here - quite naturally pull back on just how desperate we are when communicating with someone else, even a therapist.

(((((HUGS:group hug:HUGS)))))