Thank you Perna and September Morn. Muffy, thx to you too. I am glad your friend, who is a minister's wife, is doing so well. I am thankful that we don't all have the same experiences. We all have different things in life to deal with, and some seem to deal better than others. Moreover, I know that God knows what's going on even when I don't. I'm human, I have an illness called depression; and He does teach me through this. We are just meeting, and I could probably write several books about my life. I doubt you guys would want to read them right now and I really don't want to write one right now. LOL.