Thank you for being a voice of reason. It is hard for me to accept. I have these memories of casting out and vomiting demons...bizarre things things that I did, some that happened to me, and many of them...that I have believed were delusions for some time. But then comes that spark of what if. What if that really did happen. And, even hearing it from other people is hard to accept. I’m trying to avoid the shower tonight so nothing strange happens because my husband isn’t home. This means I could stay in the shower until 5:30 if I so choose and I know if I get in there and get in that cycle...build up that the Lord is healing me and helping me cast out demons and that none of it is crazy, I can believe it and that maybe isn’t a good thing. On Sat night, I had a very bad night. And, I told myself if I made it to church on Sunday that the Lord would show me this kind of favor again. I didn’t make it there because I was prepping for my son’s blue and gold banquet but then I felt like I had a second chance when I took a shower yesterday.