Hello NYX: I believe this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. 
I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time.  One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest would be the coping with emotions forum. Here's a link to that one:
https://forums.psychcentral.com/coping-with-emotions/
And then here are links to 4 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that offer suggestions for what to do when you feel lost:
When You Feel Lost
When You Feel Lost or Disconnected from Yourself
Feeling Lost in Life: A Learning Opportunity
Feeling Lost? How to Find Yourself and Get Back on Track | Change Your Mind, Change Your Life
I hope you find PC to be of benefit. 
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