I am coping terribly today. There have been so many things that have happened within the last 8-10 months that have been life changing and most things have been far beyond my control. I know why I feel the way that I do. I can pin point it, and I can articulate how I am feeling, and most of the time why I am feeling that way. I struggle to let go of my past. I have a lot of PTSD, and I am
afraid I will never be able to accomplish all these dreams I have had for my life and future.