You are still so young, my heart goes out to you because 18 was a very difficult age for me as well. I just wanted to say, if you are not able to do schooling right now due to depression, anxiety, whatever, there is no shame in that. There is also no shame in going part-time, or seeking a tutor or counselling to help you out.

I had to drop out of school twice before coming back 5 years later at the age of 26 when I was ready to do so. My grades have been stellar, and I'll be graduating from college this May. Sometimes our life does not progress how we imagined it, and there are bumps in the road, but we get there eventually.

How is the BSc program going for you? You said you've been in it for a year now, correct?