Sometimes it is so easy to tune into that part of myself and understand what I really want, the truth of my dreamy forward looking anticipation of making small changes and having more time and space for myself. And then it just sort of seems that the daydreams of the future are really here in the moment, that part of living in the moment is actually the entertainment value of imagining how it can be different. And because anticipating what you want is its own lovely thing, even if you can't have it now, and what a sweet change that is from the days where it was painful to want and not have or where I couldn't imagine following my heart and dreams.