I didn't want to say this but it was a £20 amazon gift card, along with a book "the little prince, chocolate and a lego key ring. For his last birthday it was exactly the same thing, but a different book and chocolate brand but the giftcard value was £10 and minus the keyring. But I have given him a £30 gift card for Christmas '17 with chocolate. So this present thing isn't new.

For me I like picking out presents and it gives me something to look forward too. But I only buy for my siblings and not my parents.

I told him that I was hearing that I was too much.

I skipped friday because I did feel huge amounts of shame and humiliation- that I was stupid for going through so much effort, I only spent that much because I decided I wouldn't get him an almost father's day gift.