You can do this, Crook32! Stay strong. I hope things will get better soon for you. You're a wonderful person. You don't deserve to suffer. You deserve to get better. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this