Mar 05, 2019 at 05:25 PM
My mind has been preoccupied with all of this all day. Maybe I’m not bipolar? Maybe my delusions haven’t been delusions? Maybe I don’t need medicine? Maybe the medicine is hurting me? Maybe I just need to be grounded in faith once more?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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