My hair gets really matted too. I always have it in a ponytail but I don't touch it for days until I try to brush it.

So this is tied up in what your mom said? Do you think she might have been right about the money situation? I've been so impressed by your progress. It was like I blinked for a moment and suddenly you were in an apartment with your bf, and you had a job! Everything was looking really good. Best of all, you felt better and were optimistic.

Things always go from good to bad and back again. It's just a matter of getting the good times to last a lot longer than the harder times. (I'm working on this too.)

When you're ready to make a change, you will. You've proven that you can. So any stress about money will resolve when the time is right. Have you ever looked into catalog modeling? You're a very striking looking lady. I don't know much about it, I guess you need an agent or something, or not be too short, but that might not apply for catalogs. Just thinking out loud, it would be a lot more money. But it's hard to get into. [emoji3590][emoji170][emoji172][emoji171]