Oddly enough I haven't been struggling with my eating disorder. It seems the less I try to "fix" it , the better things go. I was delusional and stuff for a couple weeks so when that was going on I guess I was too out of it to even stress about my weight or calories , etc. I've been stable for a few days now and so far things seem okay, I've been eating normal and not obsessing at all. Crazy, I've struggled with bulimia intensely for almost 7 years and had constantly been trying my best to overcome it and not being able to. Now it's like it just disappeared somehow , maybe I just had to stop fighting myself. very odd but I'm happy about it

Hope everyone is doing okay