I went ahead and left her a msg. I told her that I was leaving it on her vm because I may not feel willing to tell her tomorrow and she needs to know. I let her know that I was having some unreal thinking, what sparked it and that I would prefer my husband and mom not know because I don’t think it’s that big of a deal.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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