Hi, I’m Matthew 19 years old.

Since I was very young I had this desire to develop a serious and meaningful relationship (I really don’t know why), but it seems they’re not possible, I used to like to talk about life questions and philosophy, and have meaningful conversations.

Normally I can’t talk to girls of my age because they’re interested in other subjects, which is fine because people are different.

But sometimes I feel no one is compatible, and for me this is creepy, when I think about having a relationship and in the future, a family I just think it’s not possible at all.

I’m the kind of guy who are not superficial, I prefer deep and meaningful things.

I met a girl 2 years ago, And we used to have this meaningful conversations, but it looked like her friend was more trustable than me, after me and her friend argue, then she disappeared.

I miss her a lot, I can’t stop thinking about her, mainly at night, my stomache hurts and during the night this feeling about her makes me very angry.

I don’t want estou be attractive to a 1000 woman, just one, that likes the way I am.

I don’t feel hope for it to end well, must be my age and lack of experience.

Can you guys help me?