Hello matheusgrossi. Thank you for sharing your truth. That's not easy for anyone to do so you should feel proud of yourself. Dating and relationships are not easy...for you or for anyone else. Including me and I'm a lot older than you

You could mention some particular relationship issues here if you feel like they are recurring trends for you. We could try to help you think it through on PC. Otherwise, would you be open to discussing with a therapist? That has really helped me at different points in my life.

Remember that not having a wonderful woman in your life now does NOT mean that you'll never find her! There's always time and hope. Sorry it didn't work out with your previous gf I wish you peace as you work through your loss.

(You don't seem weird to me at all)