My car was broken into a few days ago, while it was just sitting in my driveway. My wallet with my card and identity were stolen. Now before you go ahead and victim blame me "you stupid girl why did you leave your wallet in your car". Well I'll have you know that I don't usually do this. There were a number of unfortunate incidents that lead me to leaving it in there. I also have a right to leave my items in my car and not have them stolen.

The worst part is my parents house was broken into a few days later. Just a coincidence? Or did they see my old address on my cards and decide to randomly go and break in? Most likely.

I'm blaming myself. I feel absolutely terrible I don't know what to do with myself. I am out of pocket only $100 ( to fix my window) and probably a little more to replace my cards. But they had doors broken and expensive jewellery and phones stolen. Things they can't replace.

I wish they had broken into my house instead. The guilt is killing me.

The other thing is, I told them that my car was broken into but I lied and said nothing was stolen. And then this happened. I am afraid of my parents and this goes back to my upbringing. They would have blamed me and told me off like a little niave girl.

But I've had my wallet stolen once before years ago and this never happened. I didn't even consider that something like this would then happen to my parents. It didn't even cross my mind. A house is a house? Why target one particular house out of millions?. But I guess that is what thiefs do. Would my parents have stayed home from work? But then the thiefs wpuld have just waited until they were away? Woudl anything have been different if I told them the truth? Maybe they didn't think something like this would happen? I didn't. Maybe it is just a coincidence?

I feel really horrible about myself right now. I'm blaming myself and thinking I'm the worst person in the world. I don't really know what to do from here.




My mental health has been really unstable recently. Last week I was feeling suicidal (I mean I felt an overwhelming urge to not exist, to die and disappear , but I have no intention of ever doing anything) and now my mental health is plummeting again. I'm going to try and do a workout but my head is in so much pain at the moment.




Okay so maybe lieing isn't a good thing to do. But if I told them now they'd get even angrier at ne