Stupid R said he was sorry. That he had mentioned the not trying hard enough comment before and something along the lines that the therapy space had leaked and didn't feel safe for me, that I wasn't feeling heard because I told him I wanted space and that he wasn't listening by invading my space and emailing me.

I said I still didn't forgive him, he offered a me a second session which I okayed but I might cancel it.

EDA: that he liked spending time with me and all my random bits of information.