I've decided Tuesday will be it for me with baby T. I only want short term therapy anyway, that will be 5th session. I just don't see the point in going, how is talking about T supposed to help? It isn't going to change anything, he's still gone.

I hope that he will give me some good options to manage things going forward, I will keep him open as an option for the future but I just need a break. I need to save my money and it's becoming very hard to sneak around to appointments.

I think overall, I'm feeling better about things anyway these days. So I know I'll be ok