I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, ennie Please don't give up. I understand why you'd feel burnout. Your thoughts are totally valid and they're not selfish at all. Helping others is great, but we need to take care of ourselves as well. Otherwise we won't be able to do our best. I'd suggest to just take a break from it for a while. Perhaps you could try some other job in a similar field. It would be a good way to take a break from your current job and do some new experiences perhaps. After you'll be feeling better, you could dedice whether to come back to that job or not. Hopefully you'll have a stronger sense of self and of your boundaries. They are important. Helping others is a wonderful profession, but try not to neglect yourself! Stay safe and take care of yourself. I'm sure you'll be able to get through this. You're a strong, wonderful person. Trust me when I say that. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this