I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, sadveiledbride Please don't give up. You're not alone here. You'll never be alone here. We all care about you here. I hope that helps a little bit. I talk to you often and you're a kind, wonderful person. Trust me when i say that. I'm sure you'll be able to achieve many wonderful things. You just need to believe in yourself a little bit more. I'm sure you'll be able to get through this. You're a strong, wonderful person. You've helped me in the past. I'll forever be grateful to you for that. I hope there's something I can do to help you. I'm grateful for your friendship and I'm grateful to have met you here. Thank you so much! You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this