i'm going to try to get some work within my zip code area from some employer. there's about 600 businesses in my area. I wouldn't be surprised if they don't have work for me, even if I offered a very very low wage deal, but at least i went out and tried to find work as any other honest person would.

I wanted to do self-employment work but that requires skill, time, and resources that I might be able to preserve by simply finding some employer first. If I can't find any work from local employers, then I guess I'll have no choice but to try some self-employment.

the ACCES-VR dude still hasn't returned my email yet. I guess he's busy.


I'm happy i don't have any spouse or kids that'd affect my finances. in fact, if i can't find work by the end of this month, i can just go to a homeless shelter and hopefully find work through that community. It's not safe for me to live with my mom without an income because of my mental illness, i feel.