I know that I have an addictive personality.
alcohol, eating and internet. A trifecta.
I have been addicted to losing weight. I weighed 190.8 pounds this morning and weighed 137....3 years ago.That is over 50 pounds in 3 years. sigh my poor body.
I have even been 123, I was manic and obsessed with dieting. I was sick.
I fell down and broke my collar bone and that stopped me from going to the gym and out snapped my mania.
I need to be focusing on my paper work....trying hard to not ignore it or procrastinate. I have some charting to do which won't take long.
It is hard focusing on this paper work when I think it is stupid, getting doctors orders to give pedicures. But that is the requirement.
sigh
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day
haldol 2x a day
cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
fish oil coq10
multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine
Remeron at night,
zyprexa,
requip2-4mg
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