I am basically at a standstill, a complete standstill
I don't know what else to say
every day is just groundhog day- going through the motions, eating less than average food, having little to no interaction with people, and then failing to get a good night's sleep
and that all starts again the next day, and the next, and the next, and the next
doesn't help living with 30 or so alters
I guess the positive of this week is that I got to have pancakes with sugar and lemmon on
they were good too, ended up having like 3 of them
but it doesn't solve the emptyness and sadness inside