Being different doesnt constitute as being the end of the world. For several years I tried making it without any meds. I failed over and over again until I went to see a doc. Even then it took 18 months till they got my meds correct where I could have some since of existence. It can be better but it will never be where you're singing in the rain like Gene Kelly. But many people can and are living to the best of their abilities with multiple support tools. Hobbies, support groups, therapists (if that's your thing), church (if your religious), meditation and natural remedies(if your into that), write a research paper about your condition.

I'll never be like the majority of the world and I've come to terms with that. Since you found this site and posting then you want to know how you can succeed and live a better life as well. First step you have already succeeded. The road ahead is up to you and pick and choose from what advice you find on here. Remember what works for one person might not work for you. Dont be discouraged when they don't work for you. I'll give an example in my case. I absolutely hate therapists and they have no positive effects for me. Keep trying till you find what works and move forward from there. Theres multiple things you can try that doesn't cost money but not trying anything will be a 100% fail rate.

Hang in there and message me if you like.