I learned late last night (only journalling this morning) I can call myself an artist for real.
I entered some paintings in a gallery show and sale. The opening reception was last night. I witnessed people actually stop and linger at my work! Some even pointed it out to others they were with! My work actually seemed to belong alongside others. A big Whew! I was panicking I would be ridiculed. Instead, people actually seemed to appreciate it. Thank you to the universe. Thank you thank you thank you. Relief.