It is very hard when things are one sided-- you hold all the responsibility in all parts of your life and others don't have to be held to the same standard. I once was literally told I would be fired if I didn't smile more. I had to force a smile through intense depression , while others got to act out, yell, be hateful and not smile. It drove me crazy.


That's just one example in one aspect of my life -- so when it consumes all parts, it's unbearable at times. I'm sorry you're going through that -- I am tired people too. I hope you get a break from all that and have a way to decompress-- maybe this thread helped you do that? In any respect , I hope you feel better.