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Old Mar 07, 2019, 05:39 PM
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Originally Posted by Innerzone View Post
Anxiety is through the roof. Been cashier training last 3 days. It is NOT sinking in. At ALL. And I feel totally overwhelmed. Been choked up all night, knowing we will be dealing with actual customers tomorrow. I KNOW I will end up in tears. It's been hard not to cry during the training(!) I am so very much looking for a new job. I simply cannot handle this one. I don't even want to get out of bed. My mood sucks. I'm frustrated beyond words and feel like a trapped animal. I want to just walk SOOOOO badly, but no income is a no-go.


Holding back tears right now on the bus. I've made a HUGE mistake.


I'll be packing some xanax tomorrow, that's for sure.


FML


Edited to add-- ****. In the midst of crying myself to sleep, I remembered I have a nerve conduction test in the morning beforehand. If you've never had one, they're rather painful. I don't even want tomorrow to come. It is too much.


Oh good ! Yes new job ASAP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m so sorry that tears are happening yes take Xanax along.

I had a nerve study for my neck recently it definitely sucked , hope your doesn’t hurt too bad.

I have all my parts crossed for you that a new job comes up ASAP !!

Thinking of you
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