God, I really hate being bipolar and only once having a 6 month period of stability. My normal baseline is craziness basically since I'm mixed practically all the f***ing time. And there is no way I can even begin to explain to my husband what it is like. I just have no way to explain to someone who is not bipolar to begin to understand what my typical day is like  I can't find the words at all.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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