I can relate too. I can actually make friends easily but keeping them is hard. It’s got to be me. I think I have a hard time getting close to people. I can go from happy confident to having nothing to say and don’t want to go anywhere. I have anxiety getting close to someone because I’ve had so many hurt me. Maybe it’s a chicken and the egg situation. It’s frustrating. I have my mom and one friend that I’ve had off and on for the last 15 years. Sometimes this feels like enough and other times it makes me so sad and lonely.