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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook
God, I really hate being bipolar and only once having a 6 month period of stability. My normal baseline is craziness basically since I'm mixed practically all the f***ing time. And there is no way I can even begin to explain to my husband what it is like. I just have no way to explain to someone who is not bipolar to begin to understand what my typical day is like  I can't find the words at all. |
Being mixed is pure hell. I’ve spent years in that state. I feel your pain. Is there anything your pdoc can do? After years of hell I haven’t been mixed for over a month. That’s a long time for me. It was a med change(the hundredth) that seemed to do the trick.
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